I AM A BLESSED CHILD

2006-09-01T03:56:00.000-07:00

HTTP://INVISIBLEENCOUNTER.BLOGSPOT.COM/

2006-06-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

relink. my guestbook!

http://two.guestbook.de/gb.cgi?gid=859264&prot=iupiev

sign or die/

2006-06-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

R.I.P.

respects to

the beloved blog,

http://woeless.blogspot.com/

on 100606.

may your soul rest in peace in heaven.

amen.

2006-05-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

so cute! so true! must watch it!

2006-05-02T04:49:00.000-07:00

credits to gets's blog! : D

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of your head. don’t read the question till the list of 20 is done, then tag at least 5 ppl. Ready, 123 GO!

#1.yihui
#2.sarah
#3.serlin
#4.amelia
#5.michellequa
#6.seepeng
#7.tracie
#8.lays
#9.tomoe
#10.ethel
#11.huixian
#12.gets
#13.shirley
#14.rachelteo
#15.james
#16.yeongdeng
#17.carine
#18.charissa
#19.guihao
#20.andrea

Complete the following questions:

1. How did you meet 14? in this little classroom TWO PURITY!
2.What would you do if you will never meet 1 again? I WILL DEFINITELY MEET HER AGAIN!
3.What would you do if 2o and 9 dated? crazy la. no, they are not confused with their gender alright.
4. Did you ever like 19? har, i LOVE her can.
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? once again, they know their sexual orientation la!
6. Describe 3. she definitely has better sports genes than I do.
7. Do you think 8 is attractive? erm, ya la ya la. how can I say no?
8. Tell me about 7. she’s CRAZY.
9. Do you know any of 12's family? erm no/
10. What's 8's favourite person? hmmm, am I supposed to know? can i guess bernice?
11. What will you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? this survey is erm HAR?
12. What language does 15 speak? he barks!
13. Who is 9 going out with? no one la! me can? SHE WISH. har, yes im crapping.
14. How old is 16? 17! har, so weird. 16 17! they rhyme.
15. When's the last time you talked to 13? today?
16. Wat's 2 favourite band/singer? eh, i don’t know leh. erm, can guess SHE? arhh..
17.Would you ever date 4? yes! as in not literally? har, there’s more to the meaning of date WHAT! not just boy girl right?
18.Would you ever date 7? okay, now, this is madness.
19.Is 15 single? ya lar.
20.Whats 10's last name?? what’s last name? erm, i’ll just tell you her full name! ETHEL LIM JIE KAI!
21. Ever have a serious relationship with 11? there’s also more to the meaning of relationship can!
22.What school does 3 goes to? st nicks!
23. Where does 6 live? bishan.
24.What's your favourite thing about 5? I don’t know la! i LOVE her very much la!
25. Have you seen 1 naked? madness!

2006-05-02T03:52:00.000-07:00

oh poo! i love tomoe's phone. i used hers for a day la. wah lao. so beautiful can. arh! okay i shall not be mean to my own phone. i love you too!

oh poo! im called karchiannie thanks to tomoe!

oh poo! james just attempted to bite me with his personal msg!

oh poo! my this term's ppr's gonna deprove!

oh poo! five items tomorrow! and i almost forgot!

oh poo! i want njc! njc! njc!

oh poo! no, i don't like poo?!

randomness. POO!

2006-04-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

i was in the np room for one HOUR after school today. urgh. we need tinders. we need green supports. we're going to fail. >.< okay, at least i am going to.

like crap? there's still chinese test tomorrow. arh, what zhu4 zi3 bai3 jia1.. some confucious and all that stuff la. eeks, i cannot remember anything. D:

oh anyway, was SUPPOSED to go lunch with tomoe and tracie, but tomoe was having a terrible headache, so there was a change of plans. God, heal her! har, i love her la! x)

after school, went to AMK macs, to meet michelle, and feng huang was there too, sleeping. : D we were supposedly going to study, but it was not an efficient day yeh? we left quite early.

as rach and i were about to play swing at AMK park, it rained as we were walking, so we went to kfc first. i was rather hungry so i told rach 'let's pray that we see someone we know, so that they can lend us money to eat' yes so we prayed, and i even added 'if god din answer our prayers, maybe he thinks that we are too fat' so initially, we saw no one, and gave up hope. then suddenly, these 2 girls called out to rachel! har, the last 2 people hiding in a corner! woohoo! they lent us money, and yes definitely did rachel and i feel very blessed! we were like super woah! ((: god is WOW! har!

after the rain subsided, we went to play swing, and we got very giddy and sick. oh my, i shall not swing after eating ever again. it's like we felt like vomitting but we couldn't. yuck. that feeling sucked. yepp.

2006-04-17T03:52:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh ohmygosh! i have ALREADY survived macbeth! woohoo! sure feels good! a burden off my back la.

har, im eating POPCORN CHICKEN now. har, get hungry!

2006-04-05T04:18:00.000-07:00

http://www.persecutionblog.com/

2006-04-05T04:01:00.000-07:00

i changed my font.

2006-03-30T02:29:00.000-08:00

really wanna thank yihui, jiancong, layling and sarah for their encouragement! ((: you guys rock very much la.

'But the LORD said to Sameul, "Do not consider his appearence or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. man looks at thou outward appearence but the LORD looks at the heart."' 1 Sameul 16:7 (thanks jiancong!)

'David also said to Solomon his son, "Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afriad or discouraged, for the LORD God, my God is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you until all work for the service of the temple of the LORD is finished.' 1 Chronicles 28:20 (thanks lays!)

AMEN! i will not allow myself to be discouraged!

anyway, ate lunch with xuekun and charyi, made a new friend, hmmm, let's see what's her name? -thinks very hard-, eh, im sorry but i forgot?

then after lunch, went back to class to get my school bag, saw a rather pale siyun, hope she's feeling better now! she's actually a good company lor. har yep!

although, tomorrow's the last day of the week, but anything and everything can happen!

2006-03-28T05:16:00.000-08:00

GOD IS GOOD! AMEN!

GOD ROCKS VERY MUCH! AMEN!

I LOVE GOD TERRIBLY MUCH LAR!

REALLY WANNA THANK GOD FOR WANYEE MAN!

ALWAYS HOPE IN GOD!

GOD RULES!

2006-03-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

hello, im here to update with the lazy spirit! -.^

what i wanna say is...

LET'S CHIONG!

yes, i think that EVERYONE should be given a chance to salvation!

hmmm, yepp..

2006-03-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

http://livedigital.com/ALBFmwATfQ/content/52110

so young yet so big..

2006-03-11T03:45:00.000-08:00

2006-03-10T05:02:00.000-08:00

fiesta prep ended quite early today, if im not wrong there was some minor problems?

went for prayer meet, only 8 girls and 8 guys turned up >.< aww, in the end we just prayed for a while and went contact gathering! it was fruitful, in terms of the skills i picked up, they were rather useful, but i don't think there'd be so hard to get people? anyway, just thank God for everyone!

yep, FIESTA tomorrow, the day has finally come! gonna put in my best! let it be over, once and for all, no more mistakes!

2006-03-09T04:36:00.000-08:00

hellohello, got back my PPR today. i'm not sad, but well i can't say im not disappointed. yep.

ART IS FREAKY (sorry to art lovers like LLL X/ har)

ENG-C5
HIGHER CHINESE-A1
GEOGRAPHY-B4
HISTORY-A1
LIT-B3
MATHS-A2
SCIENCE-A1
HOME ED-A2
ARTS-D7

OVERALL-68%

D:

maybe this is the best God can give me now, but im sure there's much more to come! yes, i shall not let this affect me, it's just a lousier start, who says i can't end beautifully? XD har, my mugging spirit is here.. GEOG TEST TOMM >.< last day of school lor. the school's so urgh!

2006-03-08T17:16:00.000-08:00

have not been blogging but i have nothing to blog now.. hahaha, im sititng beside gets and rachel in the keyboard lab, bet they're so honoured la, it's a rare chance lor! and rachel just attempted to hit me after reading this..

oh ya, love that song which we sang during worship yesterday!

when the stars refuse to shine
and time is no more
you'll still be faithful
you'll still be faithful O Lord

2006-03-02T05:16:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA, TO EVERYONE, IM NOT LAME OKAY, IM JUST RETARDED

2006-02-28T02:04:00.000-08:00

went to the library with tracie after school, she appeared by scaring me?! -.-

borrowed 3 books, but think i will only manage to finish 1 out of the 3 like last time. i hate books, suprisingly, im starting to read some though! har! then went to amk macs with tracie, then we saw alot of yck ppl along our way there, then
tracie: is that zhen long?
me: every of the yck's guy's backview seems similar.
then when we were eating at macs, tracie was sure that she saw him but i din bother la, everyone looks the same. har!

anyway, let me tell you about this funny macs staff whom i was ordering food from.
me: mac chicken students meal
she: upsize? -eyes open till very big-
me: sorry sorry change to mac nuggets
she: upsize -big eyes again-
me: no
she: coke? -BIG EYES-
blah blah..
so my point is, she has super big eyes can, i was so afraid of her that i din dare to answer her at first la. it got funnier and funnier, i couldn't help laughing!

yihui called me just now? then don't know what happened, both of us din hear each other's voice, instead we heard some guy! that's very strange and freaky la! maybe there's some problem with singapore's telecom system? oh my, it's super weird!

yay yay, cg tomm, i VOLUNTEERED to lead holy comm! notice the word volunteered? har! i really wanna try again, i don't wanna screw it up. i wanna improve! : D

2006-02-27T02:59:00.000-08:00

oh my, this is retarded and very out of tune..

http://www.hkbirdflu.com/sadchick.htm

quite true though, i can't live without animals! i can never survive on vege! i'll have to be a carnibal. har, just crapping..

2006-02-26T00:57:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey!

i enjoyed yesterday!

WIRED a great adventure rocked, i mean well it totally rocked, the music performance was WOAH.. SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.. HAHAHA, i've got a nice voice (i think only zhiwei gets me)

hmmm, well, i really want to trust God more, so as to receive His promise for me. i guess one's destination to His promise depends on one's faith, it may take a longer time for some, shorter for another, as for the minority, never. BUT im sure im gonna receive His promise no matter what. gotta keep believing!

during lunch zhiwei and i went to play that soccer machine thingy which was in starhub, it was free anyway, my reaction was retarded, so was zhiwei's! har! later, a few north people came and joined us, played for a while then went back.

after lunch, went to cine with zhiwei, lays, fenghuang, mich, heidi, gui, cong, faith and sheryl! love NEA more and more! they are so fun!

here's my 'conversation' with heidi..
me: what's your primary school?
heidi: *ignores*
ar...! i was ignored!

zhiwei's toenail almost came off, oh my..

went to S11 after that, supposingly to have dinner but well... har. sat around and talked, then after that yihui came over to join us! anyway, i love playing with the mirror in S11! : DD i have a deprived childhood, thank you very much!

ANYWAY, HELLO EVERYONE, LET'S HAVE A UCG ON JUNE 22ND! WHAT A WONDERFUL THURSDAY! *hint hint*

jiancong tried to lame about what birthday present he was going to give me but i tell you he cannot lame one. -.-
well later, he challenged me: i know your birthday present, be a CL!
at first, i frowned a bit, but im still gonna take up the challenge! that would be the most wonderful gift for me, if that really happens, everyone don't have to give me present le! it's enough! har!

then shortly after, had to go home, yushan came to join us, heard that they went to xbox after lays zhiwei and i left, so envious la but i appreciate that at least i could stay out till 8, i mean my mum was never so nice you know.. i was a bit late, was worried, lays prayed for me! thank god, my mum din give me an earful or anything like that when i returned home!

My GOD is an awesome GOD, He reigns from Heaven and Earth with wisdom, power and love, our GOD is an awesome GOD!
definitely, GOD works wonders!

2006-02-20T04:22:00.000-08:00

as we were planning cg just now..
lays: tues or wed?
me: i know, LET'S COUNT THE NO. OF PACKETS OF SUGAR, odd:tues, even:wed!
i'm retarded, thank you..

2006-02-18T07:46:00.000-08:00

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

yay! i've got my temperament in blogthings.com? not very accurate but whatever! oh yeh!

2006-02-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

innocent me! (:

2006-02-18T07:30:00.000-08:00

You Are 14 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

wow? thought i was like MATURED? it's so right on! haha, james: i think you act like 5.

2006-02-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

wow, it has been long since i last posted. although i do come online everyday but well, guess im rather lazy, have been wanting to post about interesting things that happened but my laziness got the better of me and now, i've forgotten them. well, too bad i guess?

when i boarded the taxi..
me: can you drive us to cuppage plaza?
after like 3 mins..
driver: somerset mrt right?
me: cuppage plaza. do you know where it is?
driver: -ignores me again
3 mins later, i was worried that he didn't hear me, so i decided to ask him..
me: do you know where is cuppage plaza?
driver: don't know
(wa lao, then he din say? he was pratically ignoring me la)
me: how about starhub building?
driver: don't know -drives on to somerset
there was a traffic jam, and tracie and i was going to be very late for hope stall meeting, so..
me: can you drive us to the nearest mrt station?
driver: there's no nearest mrt station
-.-
then finally we could not stand it..
tracie: where's the nearest mrt station (pratically shouting, he's rather deaf you see?)
driver: nobena (novena)
tracie: then can you drive us to novena mrt?
driver: the accident has been settled already. (driving on ignoring us and passing by the exit to novena)
it's like he doesn't allow us to alight la?
urgh, i shall stop here!

i think disney channel's stealing ideas from hope lor!
hope- love 111
disney channel- dating 101
har, im being very retarded here.

im sure fruits will come! im gonna evangalise like mad, i don't care! i will not give up!

2006-01-29T05:41:00.000-08:00

har, i suddenly have this urge to post my 'all-time favourites smileys'! ar, so retarded but oh well, here goes..

8)
XD
-.^
-.-
>.<
: D

oh yeh.

2006-01-29T05:01:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year, dearest friends! <3

lala, was wearing this red shirt that says Satan is bad Jesus is good Be like Jesus! with stick figures of Satan that devil and Jesus, well, they depicted Jesus as a wise old man, it's rather cute! why, of course Jesus is cute! : D

collected a rather huge sum so far but well, most of it's from my closer relatives, most of them collected last night. my distant relatives are not so well off after all bah. har.

was having mood swing in the earlier part of the day. i feel really mean to be pulling a long face on the first day of chinese new year, i felt as if people offended me, that's so un-CHRISTlike, oh no! well, still thank GOD that i realised it. oh no, i wanted to thank GOD for something, as i typed, but well, i forgot it! ar..!

2006-01-28T01:08:00.000-08:00

har, i took the temperament test, yet again.. yes i copied yushan one, i saw her taking, so i felt like it too! har!

1st time
sanguine:10
choleric:11
melancholy:10
phlegmatic:9

2nd time
sanguine:10
choleric:11
melancholy:12
phlegmatic:7

if you were guessing what my result was this time, yes, it remains very unbalanced!

finally
sanguine:6
choleric:12
melancholy:11
phlegmatic:11

im very wierd.

2006-01-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

har, today had cny celebrations in school. it was well, squeezy and rather dots.. sat with tomoe, thank god that at least i got to talk to her! XD yep, after that, school went on as per NORMAL. urgh. oh ya, must mention that cuckoo looked funny when she was filiming the cny celebration, and that's also how the name cuckoo came about..

luo lao shi's rather nice, gave us toffee and some biscuit to eat!

then school and mrs nath gave us fortune cookie, means that we got 2 per person. some rather results thingy from school's de, mrs nath's some throw a party stuff -.- har, myra got something about sexual appeal!

har, had service, oh yeh! i love service! i love GOD, there's none like Him, i love my church which is made up of the PEOPLE! ZION, people! (: thought that sermon was really encouraging for non b, well, too bad, i din have any visitor >< but yihui prayed for me earlier on, she said something about GOD honouring my desire even though i may not bear fruit. i think that it's rather meaningful to me. it's somewhat encouraging even! : D during sermon time, i kept laughing for don't know why? arh.. i dropped my pen 4 times! ar, so sorry! har! thank god for the people who helped to pick it up! lalala..

AMK, NEA, ZION, we can do it! 20 converts.. GOD, just wanna see a revival in my school, He will guide me through it all, i believe.

then went to buy CURRY PUFF -thinks about yushan- after that with tracie! curry puff, i love (: har, i love the people that GOD's placed in my life, really thank GOD for them, including my new classmates! har, my sitting mate is rather nice la(i hate to say it but..) har, cuckoo! and there's people like rachel, shirley, tomoe, and ya, gets. XD

'im trading my sorrows, im trading my pain, im trading it all for the joy of the LORD'

2006-01-26T04:08:00.000-08:00

ar, i din get to go for northeast reunion dinner, rather down, but oh well.. >.<

came across that song which i published at the bottom.. well, it's quite sweet, i am really glad that i know god is in my life, and that i am confident of 'jesus, taking my wheel', i shall trust god in all times, good and bad, i will praise god for every circumstance im in!

okay, now, well, let me rant a bit. st.nicks is having a LONG, FULL day tomm la, while deyi is having a HALF day, and nanyang? SCHOOL HOLIDAY! ar, my school is rather kiasu? har.

service tomm, so excited, i LOVE service but well, sorry that i can't go back to cedar tomm then!

poor serlin, hurt herself and can't come for service, GOD bless her!

2006-01-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cryShe was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting goSo give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the wayI've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel

Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

2006-01-26T02:51:00.000-08:00

You are a Mystic, known for your imaginative, intuitive spirituality. You value peace, harmony, and inner silence. Mystics are nurtured by walking alone in the woods or sitting quietly with a trusted friend. You may also enjoy poetry, meditation, wordless prayer, candles, art, books, and anything else that helps you connect with God.
Mystics experience God best through rich images and symbols. You are contemplative, introspective, intuitive, and focused on an inner world as real to you as the exterior one. Hearing from God is more important to you than speaking to God. Others may attribute human characteristics to God, but you see God as ineffable, unnamable, and more vast than any known category. You are intrigued by God's mystery.
Mystics want to inspire and persuade others, and need to live lives of significance. At times you push the envelope of spirituality, helping the rest of us imagine who we might become if we followed your lead.
Sometimes you may feel a bit guilty about your need for solitude and silence. If so, you probably have bought into the American myth that says being alone and doing nothing is lazy, antisocial, and unproductive. Stop it -- now. Give yourself permission to retreat and be alone. It's essential for your well-being.
On the other hand, don't get so carried away retreating that you become a recluse. That only deprives the world of your gifts and deprives you of the lessons that come from being with others. Some Mystics may have a true vocation for solitary prayer, but the rest of you need to alternate retreat time with involvement and interaction.

2006-01-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

har, i lunched with serlin today, think she's really pretty and her hair is nice, she keeps on insisting that it's ugly? hahaha. she's really serious when it comes to GOD, seeing that look on her face, makes me rather nervous to teach her! but anyway, thank GOD, she's coming for service this week, no training LUCKILY : D heard from her that she used to have a caregroup in her PRIMARY school, i mean primary school? they don't usually go out, they are so wow! im just so amazed! st.nicks can do it too hopefully! well, at least i have 2 hopeful contacts! and with help from grace and serlin! i see a bright future ahead! and hopefully, i shall lunch with justine tomm.. i know GOD will use me to do great things in my school! i have the faith! GOD won't shortchange me! yes! XD

well, im rather afraid actually, WHAT IF MY SCHOOL DOESN'T GROW? WHAT IF MY FRIENDS REJECT ME? WHAT IF? okay, why not let's think positive! WHAT IF MY SCHOOL GROWS WELL? WHAT IF MY FRIENDS CONVERT WELL? har, this will be great! im gonna go do my quiet time! GOD shall speak to me!

2006-01-18T20:59:00.000-08:00

wow, there are so many other people who are sick too, im not the only one! XD

ar, i've missed lessons for 2 days le, how to catch up? >< im rather kiasu? hahaha.

because of this stupid sickness, i missed caregroup, i missed school, am really sorry that i couldn't lead praise yesterday, and sorry guihao for not being able to lend you the camera.

thank you guihao, michelle, yihui, james, tracie and yiteng who sent me their blessings! hopees are really sweet! gets and sylvia, you too! <3

2006-01-17T04:15:00.000-08:00

im trying to ACT super la? fever for the past few days, and yet i went to school? and spread the disease! ARR.. im so sorry! 38.8 degrees right now, my whole body is cold, but my face is red, just as if it went into the oven! if it persists, im NOT going to school le, i don't care.

2006-01-16T03:27:00.000-08:00

'i'll sing to You LORD a hymn of love, for Your faithfulness to me, i'm carried in everlasting arms, You'll never let me go through it all.'

'cause i know my GOD saved the day, and i know His word never fails, and I know my GOD made a way for me, salvation is here!'

2006-01-15T02:13:00.000-08:00

im sick! hahaha, 38. blah blah degrees.. i feel hot and cold now! ar? it was worse yesterday? i mean i was having stomach muscle aches while i sneezed, i mean it's really painful, har, and this leads me to Jesus again! i thought of how Jesus endured the pain on His journey to crucification. every breath He breathed, He breathed for His people, every breath He breathed, it was tons of times more painful than the little sneezing of mine. like, if evangelism is hard work, then how about the crucification, the persecution that Jesus suffered? well, i am really glad that Jesus came into my life! i am really glad that im having quite a spirit led life now! everything i do, i think of GOD! it's really so different from last year.. praise the LORD!

really thank GOD that i managed to get Justine to have lunch with me.. hope i'll know her better, GOD, really thank you for the hope you are giving me, i'll use it well!

2006-01-11T03:27:00.000-08:00

oh yes, i DIDN'T feel sleepy in class today! i was so attentive can. lalala. except for the home econs lesson, when miss gwee went throught the housekeeping stuff la. blah blah.

and, i took my height and weight today!
164cm(at least i grew by 1cm)
48kg(well, the world is so full of delicious food)

ar, i'm rather bothered by my school's progress, my school is not growing! convert and didn't retain properly. but oh well, i shall not let this put me off, discouragement is the work of the devil! :X I'm working for GOD, and I know that He'll definitely be here for me, He won't forsake me! I know I can do it, I have faith in GOD, and myself, well, everyone, add oil! need oil? get it from me?

har, anyway, am leading games AGAIN tomm, well, i don't mind, but i fear that it's not such a creative game cause i've somewhat run out of creative juices, i'm so sorry but i'll do my best to make it fun!

2006-01-10T04:16:00.000-08:00

today was, well..

#01-i went to cut my hair! arhhh..

#02-everyone's in nexus, praising, worshipping god, having fellowship, listening to the word of god and i was stuck at home listening to my mum scold my brother? well, fine, i shall praise god in my own little bed room.

i'll just take up the challenge` says:
BLEAH you!
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
haha
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
Bleagh u back
i'll just take up the challenge` says:
...
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
haha
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
i dunno wad 2 reply wad =X
i'll just take up the challenge` says:
well too bad. you know you can reply:
i'll just take up the challenge` says:
karchian is a wonderful sister!
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
yah yah
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
pamela rocks man!
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
=))
i'll just take up the challenge` says:
ahem, not THAT!
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
lol
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
ok ok
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
karchian is a wonderful sister! =)))
pamela \ hey baby drop it down - just wanna see you touch dahh ground shake yourr body like a bellydancer ; says:
BUT!! pamela is more wonderful

don't you think that the last sentence should be censored?

any resemblance? -shakes head-

2006-01-04T02:56:00.000-08:00

i noticed this wierd thing?

people from yhope tend to look at my friendster profile and not add me, so in the end, i'll have to go look at their friendster profiles and add them.

conclusion?
well, i dont know..

2006-01-04T02:39:00.000-08:00

hello! i somewhat made 2 new friends today, weiling and leeshi ><

i was telling guihao that i din get to know many sec ones, well, only 5, so far, she was telling me wow! i was really encouraged lor! a simple action can mean so much to me!

class is well okay.. har, still don't really know many people in the class personally, oh ya, when i was going home, i saw this sec ONE sitting at my house's bus stop waiting for bus, i was so shy to go say hi, i wanted to make friends lor, but i eventually din. i'm so disappointed! pray that god will give me another chance and i know that he will!

jia you to everyone and well, myself too!

2006-01-03T01:54:00.000-08:00

it's the first day of school!

basically the teacher is quite naggy while being impatient. made a few new friends bah. there's this myra who stands beside me during assembly, she's very outgoing! and her email is, i am cool and sleek, well egoistic eh? anyway, sat beside gets in class today, we were quiet at first, then my finger started bleeding for what? because my shoe was too hard and it rubbed against my finger and it bled, the shoe is terrible, it had caused me three injuries since i started using it. my right foot, my left foot, and my left hand's index finger! hahaha! yep, as i was saying, after my finger bled, i started telling gets rubbish. im wierd! yes!

anyway, got to know 3 sec ones, kia lin, karen and yiling(knew her on the bus!)

sorry everyone, i know i'm boring you! well, anyway, it's not so entertaining a post today, too bad but this is the end! tomm's gonna be a greater day! GOD's gonna use me to do great things for Him! and i have faith of that!

2006-01-02T01:37:00.000-08:00

hello! decided to post this dumb conversation!

i so can't wait` says:
if you are not tall then im short.
pamela \ lol . i look tall in my dp : ) i`m a secondary four student (HORROR!) says:
lol u are same ht as me what
i so can't wait` says:
im shorter la.
pamela \ lol . i look tall in my dp : ) i`m a secondary four student (HORROR!) says:
no.
i so can't wait` says:
okay im not shorter, but you are taller
pamela \ lol . i look tall in my dp : ) i`m a secondary four student (HORROR!) says:
errr..........

i know that i'm not talking sense here but oh well..

oh ya, i bought this new wallet from wallet shop, no, it's not those unbiblical wallets that says SHUT UP! even if i were to buy a wallet that says SHUT UP, i would choose one that writes SHUT UP PLEASE. okay, enough of my nonsense. i bought this quite plain wallet but i like it though! it's quite shiny leh, as in not that kind of shiny boots that shiny, as in i also don't know how to say la. and it's smooth? yeh.

oh boy, tomorrow's the first day of school. well, FRESHMEN, HERE I COME!
muahahaha?

2006-01-01T02:53:00.000-08:00

i decided to take the temperament test again because my last one was wierd, but i guess it's not much better, but it did improve la.

BEFORE
sanguine:10
choleric:11
melancholy:10
phlegmatic:9

AFTER
sanguine:10
choleric:11
melancholy:12
phlegmatic:7

XD

2005-12-31T05:52:00.000-08:00

hmmm, having a different system which im actually quite confused about, for dmm.. well, it's okay, just do my best and the rest is up to GOD.

anyway, had a bit of persecution today, my mum din want me to go for the meeting, but oh well, thank GOD for gideon who helped talk to my mum! ar, yes, GOD is never late! praise GOD! but i had to reach home by 8 today, well, better than nothing! GOD is so faithful! guess i've learnt not to take things for granted.

learnt 'WHO JESUS IS?' today. it may seem ridiculous to you but i really think that it really encouraged me especially when i just had a minor persecution in the morning. i know Jesus is forever dependable, forever there for me, my forever friend! i will trust in Him as long as forever!

dmm was ahem, gideon playing with PIKACHU! -.-''' << i used to dislike this smiley, but now guess i discovered how useful it is! back to dmm, yep it was fun. i was not enthu! oh well, im shy can! -.^ i dont know what im saying either! im lousy at this kind of games! oh ya, let me add that i was sabo-ed by guihao to play the game! tree trunk will get it back from me i tell you!

anyway, left at 7.15, i was not taking note of time, only found out that i was late when gideon mentioned it, thank GOD for Him. i think im superb! it read ang mo kio:2mins when i was still at the entrance of the station, and if you know SOMERSET station's platform, is a long way from the entrance okay! i totally ran there and reached the platform in time, saying alot of excuse me-s. firstly, i dont say excuse me in this kind of circumstance. and i usually dont run in MRT stations, today was my first time, i mean today morning when i was about to be late for prayer meet. i was totally breaking out in cold sweat at that time. and there was this malu thing i did okay, it's like i wanted to be early, so i hailed for a cab, and it was until i got into the cab that i realised that there was surchage. and i don't have enough money for surchage, that's the problem, so i asked the driver to drop me off, luckily he was nice la, har, and had already moved a few metres when i realised that there was surchage, so it did shorten the distance of which i have to walk to the bus stop.

oh well, christmas harvest for me was not so good, but really wanna thank GOD for serlin, she's a sec 1 next yr which is like 2 hours from now! she's from north coming to st.nicks! i knew it GOD has a plan for me, for st.nicks, the BEST plan is what im talking about! and learnt a few tatics to get to know more sec 1s and i believe fresh man harvest for me will be a great one! and thank GOD that there is grace too!

2005-12-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

hello, im here to promote

LOVL!
karchian created!
Laugh Out Very Loud!
oh no, im so lame!

i like this smiley anyway.. -.^ i think that it's cute!

2005-12-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

had spring cleaning today? no, not exactly spring cleaning, it's just an excuse to get us to school. perhaps they are sadists who love to make us go to school? no no no, just joking. not so funny i guess.

oh well, the classroom was bigger? and it's in a nice shade of purple i guess? guess what, im actually afraid of the class, as in, will i make new friends? only time will tell!

oh no, janice's not free to come to yhope this week, oh well, it's okay, i'll praise GOD for every circumstance i'm in! He'll have a plan for me, the BEST plan! and i promise i'll give to You nothing but my best, GOD. so fresh man harvest, here i come! i'm gonna see a revival.

oh ya, guess what i prayed for, for 2006, during prayer meeting today?

studies --> overall 80% ahem, i'd only got 68.7% this yr.
friends --> unit! okay, i know that there's not even even a caregroup but i have the faith that it'll be done.
family --> i want my mum to affirm me that I'VE CHANGED after knowing GOD. it can be done and it will be done.

some are a bit unrealistic BUT ALL THESE I SET BY FAITH. who dare not dream big in GOD?

'ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you' matthew 7:7-8(i think..oops)

2005-12-26T05:20:00.000-08:00

i was so like nothing to do when i decided to blog WHEN SUDDENLY PEOPLE CHATTED WITH ME! har.

hmmm, im here to declare my fustration? my life WAS great until people come to tell me that there's NP tomorrow for 8 hours, starting at 8am? that's freaking LONG and EARLY. i can't even stand 8 secs of it, much more 8 hours? arh, i will be like a walking zombie, you get what i mean? no no no, plus my mum won't like bring me to JB for FUN so that i dont have to go for NP. what crap! school's reopening, means there's more NP, and i have to do my homework. anyway, there's only 2 pubic holidays on the whole of next year on FRIDAYS. it's like SHIT! ar, 3 more years, that's ALOT!

2005-12-23T06:37:00.000-08:00

my mum is NOT allowing me to go for carrolling.. BOOHOO ><

2005-12-21T05:49:00.000-08:00

had care group today! while waiting for the rest at the MRT, just chatted. then some guy sent yiteng this msg 'been my gf' it's broken eng! so normal people will think that he is trying to type 'been is my gf', so i replied for her, 'who is been' then he sent back 'be my gf' then yihui suggested for her to reply 'what is gf? god father is it? no thanks. i have god already.' the rest not so funny, so ya shall end here. a lame care group, we've got here.

when everyone reached, went to pamela's house! watched passion of CHRIST!

it was... bloody? it's like are the people sadists? when Jesus fell to the ground while carrying the cross, they continued to whip Him, even when He was already bloody. Oh boy, Jesus did so much and was brave, to think that i would start grumbling when someone pinches me. and they hammered nails right through Jesus's hand and knees, oh gosh, it's like a hole right through. it's terrible. thank GOD i wasn't born in times as horrible, to think that the ACTUAL death was WORSE than the movie!

now, what i really wanna say is THANK YOU LORD FOR DYING ON THE CROSS FOR ME.

GOD i'm ready to be used by you. You did so much for me, and the least I can do is lead life the way you want me to.

anyway, bought alot of titbits, I even thought that it was too little, and in the end we were so full, with MUCH leftovers. har, conclusion, i'm a greedy pig! : D

i can't wait for shepherding and prayer meet tomm.
service and bbq/christmas party on fri.
service and carolling on sat.
christmas on sun, and this year it's gonna be a MAS with CHRIST! 8) (if you don't get what i mean, too bad i guess?)

2005-12-20T01:16:00.000-08:00

"Can anything make me stop loving you?" God asks. "Watch me speak your language, sleep on your earth, and feel hurts. Behold the maker of sight and sound as he sneezes, coughs, and blows his nose. You wonder if I understand how you feel? Look into the dancing eyes of the kid in Nazareth; that's God walking to school. Ponder the toddler at Mary's table; that's God spilling his milk.
"You wonder how long my love will last?" Find your answer on a splintered cross, on a craggy hill. That's me you see up there, your maker, your God, nail stabbed and bleeding. Covered in spit and sin-soaked. That's your sin I'm feeling. That's your death I am dying. That's your resurrection I'm living. That's how much I love you."

2005-12-18T00:56:00.000-08:00

hello! im here to blog RELUCTANTLY! credit goes to yushan..

hmmm, talk about yesterday? missed the 1st part of service but still, it rocked. the mini drama was very SINGAPORE, it was good? har, thank GOD, had quite a few st.nicks convert. yay! i will see a revival in st.nicks, i know i will! have visitors next week too! oh yay! i thought service yesterday was short. >< anyway, tried the mee hoon kway in starhub for the first time. yihui's recommendation? just in case you are thinking why am i writing this extra stuff, it's because i have nothing to write! so im ending here!

oh wait, and heard that there's NP on the 23rd, pray that it's in the morning but even it's not in the morning, im skipping it even if my mum doesn't want to write an excuse letter. I WANNA GO FOR CHRISTMAS SERVICE, AND I SHALL, BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!

2005-12-10T02:53:00.000-08:00

esprit de corps was FUN, and i mean FFFUUUUUUUNNNNNN!

oh well, the 4 days 3 night was gone so FAST, and it's back down to the realistic world! better make full use of myself while im still charged up! i belive that the harvest will be PLENTIFUL! im just SO excited, cant wait! the camp was at kent ridge! NUS hostel! so nice leh! around 400 plus people went?

har, anyway, on the first day of camp, there was this trail of fellowship, supposed to do forfeit first before you can answer the questions! well, was funny. stupid forfeits, gel eyebrow, suck lemon, and so many others! it was fun la! HUMANS! we have good sportsmanship la! HUMANS 5! nehemiah 2.. woah GOD was wonderous, He spoke to me on 3 out of 4 of my camp objectives. oh gosh, they never fail to say 'tao pok rui yong' for every meal!

slept late, woke up early : D at 6:55am, credit goes to guihao =P war of the ages was fun too. it was wet. broke my slippers while playing. who's the king is super funny la, BURGER TOWN! BROWN NORTHEAST! : D the preaching was great la, it really encourages me. GOD's grace for us even though we doubted Him, He still used us! 'i can do great things throught Him who gives me strength' philipians 4:13 JESUS died on the cross to reclaim all authority but He didn't just keep it to Himself, He gave it to us! the authority to make disciples of all nation! GOD is always with us! amen! 'if GOD is for us, who can be against us?' romans 8:31 <3>< aye! i slept 3hours that night. and yes, GOD spoke to me about my last objective finally, it was a small section but i thought it was encouraging enough.

i woke up the earliest, so went to everyone's room to wake them up. oh and i was locked out of my room! wahahaha. and seepeng let me sleep in her room! i LOVE praising GOD! arh, at first no one thought of 'tao pok-ing rui yong', and because of rui yong said to us 'this care group likes to tao pok me' then lay ling started to say 'tao pok rui yong' in the end, the brothers joined in and tao pok-ed him! they piled up on him like mad, super high la, very scary. nyahahahaha. NORTHEAST IS SO UNITED!

'LORD YOU ARE GOOD AND YOUR MERCY ENDURES FOREVER!'
'YOU ARE GOOD, ALL THE TIME! ALL THE TIME, YOU ARE GOOD!'
i love that song!
har, everyone scream until they lost their voice! hahaha.
really learnt alot, in conclusion, YOU CAN'T WIN WITHOUT GOOD PLAYERS, TO IMPROVE, THE TEAM PLAYERS ARE IMPORTANT. UNITE!

2005-11-27T19:02:00.000-08:00

har, what to say? NEW BLOG XD

was sick of my url? ya...

har, maybe just blog about some intreresting things that happened?

hmmm, i thank GOD for convincing my mum to let me go for camp! oh yeah! im gonna go for espirit de corps!

i thank GOD for st.nicks new hope emily

i thank GOD for the courage which He gave me yesterday to share my testimony in church it's still scary though but i had fun..

last but not the least, if you wanna know what class im in.. im STILL in PURITY! 8/